Dirt is blue and grass is pink to someone like that.
Think but don't think too much or your tummy will turn. Bandages are sticky and have shown to be a cause of insanity. Just kidding, they only make me crazy, but they're too late because hey, I'm here. Circles and toast are kinda the same thing you know? not really real until you make them. Things can be roundish and things can be burnt but they can't be circle toast until you make toast in a circle. I love when stuff doesn't quite make sense but it touches your mind in such a way you can't ignore it. when words flow from the tongue and onto the mind like a stream slipping hushed through the trees. Cold in my head but warm on your skin. Almost like a blanket wrapped around you on a cold night. I miss someone. More than I thought I ever would. I miss their voice, the swoop of their hair, the way they looked at me, the way I felt so important when I was with them. Sometimes I lay awake when I should be sleeping and sit dreaming while I should be awake craving them and wishing they would come back because they were important. They were a drop of sunshine in the pool of midnight. A tall tree in the flatlands. A firework against a dark and cloudless sky. I wish I had one more day to feel the warmth of their soul. My friend, tell me, are you better there, where you are? Have you found a drop of sunshine there? I hope you find a drop of sunshine in someone as much as I hope you don't. You told me before you left to find a new drop of sunshine but the night is long and I am tired of waiting for the sunrise. I fear for my emotions and longing to see my sunshine again. Because you may come back someday but you won't come back the same.
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Sometimes teeth and gibberish are all I understand. Teeth chatter and clatter and now I can't eat 'cause I'm talking. Talking and breathing.
If sunshine was a food I'd eat it everyday. I'd bask in the light and maybe I'd stay, stay to have a dream. I'd dream of the brain, the mind, the kin. The kind of mind that lives herein. Breathe! In and out, but not like that, that's loud. Loud and big and bold. I breathe and sleep and wake and dream. A list like this is hard to find. I found it once, it was in a shrub. A shrub! Who left it there? I don't really care... I fell in love I think. It's light and soft and more than I thought I could ever want it to be. Could some time lend me more time to decide what is this love? to decide my fate, my insanity. We all just sit in silence. Cold and warm fire and ice-- a difference you'll never know. So to recap, I talk with teeth, and listen to the sun. I found a list of good things hiding in a shrub, I fell in love and found out, insanity is rough. So breathe! expand your bright minds view to see the stars around you. It's important-- you know, more important now. That now you know you matter because you've read today. Rimble Ramble fall to shambles. Find the broken and pick up the weary. Save the other, help your mother. Rimble ramble, fall to shambles. Walk along and hear the song--the song of the broken and dreary. Play with your brother, invite another, to join in, join in. Rimble ramble fall to SHAMBLES.
Moan and groan but don't let go. Give and loan, and just say no. Say no to the bad ones. Say no to the proud ones, the ones you never want to meet. Rimble ramble I'm in shambles. Did you know that rimble isn't a real word? I made it up. It works though, because rimble makes a difference. Opposites. Separates. Similes, fallacies. Ramble, all. Speaking talking shouting crying. Rimble ramble. Simple Shamble. Stop. Are you ready? Stop. Can you see it? Go. Do you know why? Yes. Will you say so? No. Stop. Go. Yes. No Ready set. No--Stop--Go! They're on their way, now run now run! Rimble ramble fall to shambles. Pause. Is inside outside when you're standing on your head?
Can stars really be reached for? Lizards are pretty cool, aren't they? Are goals like mine even attainable? I hope so. I hope you can see how important you are. I hope you understand we can't replace you. We can't go to the store and buy a new best friend, or sister or brother. Everyone needs a little happiness, so tell someone how much you love and admire them. And anyway, it's a good day to fly a kite, right? Eat some cake, if you get the chance. Tell a lame joke in a funny voice. Reach for the stars, and you just might make it, I hear they're closer with a little bit of optimism. Sometimes I get a little sad, everybody does, and when I get sad I start to feel small. But then somebody says hello and gives me a boost and I feel taller and happier. I feel like a tall Whipper Snapper. They aren't really real, but they're real in my head. Have a Whipper Snapper Monday. Are chicken scratches really letters? When you critique somebody's handwriting you say it looks like chicken scratches-- but is that true? Don't say nice things in mean ways-- don't say mean things in nice ways.
Time doesn't matter, really, because doing something tomorrow means you will never do it, because today is yesterday's tomorrow, and tomorrow is today, really-- and today is yesterday-- so is yesterday real? Do we really think? Or are we just thinking we're thinking? I think I think... Are cell phones all the hype? what for? letters are just as cool. Maybe cooler-- just think, someone liked you enough to put more words on a piece of paper (killing trees) just to talk to you for more than one text or phone call. I think a letter is better-- AHA! I think! |
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